So how have I spent my
week? Well, unfortunately following my return from London Fashion
Week my life has been incredibly hectic. Realising just how much
work I have to do and how much I need to sort out has just left me
feeling incredibly hopeless and unmotivated. Wanting to pursue a
career in fashion journalism and living in a small town really DON'T
go hand-in-hand and the realisation that the closer I get towards
reaching my goal the further away it feels has hit me sideways like a
speeding lorry. Needless to say, I'm seriously lacking in motivation
and teetering on the edge of depression.
(insert grey cloudy
overcast here)
However, there are some
positive to draw from this week including the fact that I've gone
down a jeans size and landed a new job working within retail. So, to
celebrate I bought myself a new pair of black skinny jeans from ASOS
and some super chic loafers from Matalan. Plus last night was date
night and I got to go to the cinema AND eat McDonald's at midnight in
the passenger seat of a car, (a very nice car I might add).
I'm hoping this new job will open up some doors for me and, at the very least, help me save up enough money so that I can go and do an internship in London sometime after the new year. If that doesn't work out though at the very least I can now afford some new clothes. And after all, retail therapy is the best therapy there is, am I right?
After reading this I
imagine you're probably think I'm a complete and utter tragic twenty
something with the most embarrassing life. Well, you're right. But,
Monday brings with it a new week and I'm going to do what I do best;
throw myself back in to work and quit my bitching. This week WILL be
better and hopefully by next Sunday I'll have something
better to blog about, (she says).
O x
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